Month 2, Week 3, Day 5

Well today I sat at home contemplating whether or not to workout today. Well I finally did. I sure was hard cause I felt a wall built up that is extremely hard to break. With God I can break it. But I think it will take lots of time and attention to get this wall broken down. But not too long as long as I keep working through it, it Will come down. Other than that it felt really good to workout and make myself all sticky and sweaty and stinky. But Oh well. I needed it extremely bad. Thank goodness to my husband for coming home to encourage me to workout without saying anything to make me workout. It is his non action & words to see that I need to workout as much and as best as I can so that I can reach or come close to reaching my goal. I need to reach my goal and become as healthy as I can possibly become. It is hard and extremely challenging especially today. But, I with God's help pulled through. I really don't like making those hard tough choices for myself but it has to be done. I just can sit my life away and do nothing to get myself in the best shape possible. So I hope that my discouragement is an encouragement to you as your read this to keep yourself going. Have a blessed day and I will post again tomorrow.